Happy 2015!

On unrelated note:

You know it's been too long when it takes you a few moments to remember the name of your own blog ....
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It has been a while since I blogged or even browsed other blogs and I terribly missed it.
I missed my fellow bloggers
I missed blogging
I missed everyone who is still reading my...whatever this is....

But there was not much to write about.
Sadly there hasn't been much kink in our life.
Some rules became routine while other just faded.
Very little sex.
(Okay there was one time with the loOOongest Orgasm ...but i'll live it for another time...)
Currently we are trying to get back to the dynamic.

As usual I was the one to bring the attention to the restraints that needed to be tightened.
We talked over a cup of coffee in a restaurant on the beach.
I was scared to bring up the subject because I didn't want to be a burden to Him.

Don't want to add more worries to His life.
Plus I learned NOT to expect....maybe even not to desire....
You know what I mean?
Just to wait to whatever He would give me....

Could it be that part of my role as His sub is to keep attention to the burner of the dynamic?
Or is it topping from the bottom ?

Anyway...

Hope you all having a good time over the holidays !

Thanks for listening   reading  ;)

 

Here goes nothing...

Never in a million years I would have thought to start a blog. let alone one about my personal life. Although I'm an outgoing person, I would never share my personal life with others. Not even a best friend. That was before D/s. 
Now how can I tell someone that I LOVE being submitted to my Husband?
LOVE to be sexually objectified by Him? LOVE being spanked to a point of total bliss?
HOW?! :) 
Okay, I CAN tell....but.... How objective will their reaction be? Or what happens if I'll need an advice or a second opinion or support ?

Now, as we are discovering the magic that is D/s and BDSM, I find myself in need to share converce and maybe even to have an open discussion about TTWD. 


What finally tipped the scale and catalyzed the decision of starting my own blog, happened a few days ago when i posted a comment on a new post by Fiona on her own blog.I didn't realize when i started typing, but before i was done, tears were streaming down my face. It was cathartic.  

So many amazing bloggers, such as Fiona, Sir J (that sadly closed his profile :(  )
and Pearl Necklace (that I've discovered only recently) and many more, that contributes to Sir's and my life by sharing their life.
We are both thankful to all of you!

Please feel Free to comment anywhere, everywhere and anytime on my blog. 
I would really appreciate it. 

So... WELCUOME!   ;)