Leatherversary

This morning i get a call from a relative, congratulating us on a our three year wedding anniversary:

It‘s your leather anniversary! Beware, you might get spanked with a leather belt.... !
I giggled and joked about it being an everyday thing...

She of course has NO idea....


BTW : Sir booked us a table in a gorgeous restaurant...

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you can read more on wedding anniversary symbols and traditions

Happy 2015!

On unrelated note:

You know it's been too long when it takes you a few moments to remember the name of your own blog ....
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It has been a while since I blogged or even browsed other blogs and I terribly missed it.
I missed my fellow bloggers
I missed blogging
I missed everyone who is still reading my...whatever this is....

But there was not much to write about.
Sadly there hasn't been much kink in our life.
Some rules became routine while other just faded.
Very little sex.
(Okay there was one time with the loOOongest Orgasm ...but i'll live it for another time...)
Currently we are trying to get back to the dynamic.

As usual I was the one to bring the attention to the restraints that needed to be tightened.
We talked over a cup of coffee in a restaurant on the beach.
I was scared to bring up the subject because I didn't want to be a burden to Him.

Don't want to add more worries to His life.
Plus I learned NOT to expect....maybe even not to desire....
You know what I mean?
Just to wait to whatever He would give me....

Could it be that part of my role as His sub is to keep attention to the burner of the dynamic?
Or is it topping from the bottom ?

Anyway...

Hope you all having a good time over the holidays !

Thanks for listening   reading  ;)

 

Special Powers

Years before we met He was in to tantric sex.


The result of this practice gave Him two special powers:


1. After an orgasm, He can just keep going. No "reload" period needed.


This can go on for some time. Usually until He gets enough.


2. He controls the ejaculation. An orgasm with no unwanted "mess".

( Although personally, I prefer the mess, sometimes it comes "handy". *giggle* )



Does your Dominant have any powers you consider to be special ?

Driving me wild

He does this new thing that absolutely drives me wild
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I am kneeling on the bed. Knees spread widely apart.
He turns on the hitachi and puts it between my legs.
The position i am in makes my pussy push against the purring vibe.

It feels amazing. And i am already soaking wet.

I am moanin...squealing....whimpering...

He just smiles at me while taking his close off.

It feels like forever until He gets in front of me,
His hard cock so close to my lips...

(Its the most beautiful site : Your Dominants hard cock so close to you face... at tongue reach...
Don't you think ?)

I can feel  His heat...i can smell Him...

My mouth is watering...my pussy is throbbing...I am kind of dancing
on the hitachi...

He shoves himself deep into my mouth...and i just go for it....
My moans are now muffled...

(Did I mention how much i LOVE having Him as deep as posible in my throat ?
Its a bit embarrassing to confess...but i love almost choking by his cock...and He loves to watch me struggle...)

His command registers from far away......

STOP ! 
RELEASE! 

But..but..but... its so fucking hard to stop...

I don't want to...!!!!!
(I don't say this of course)

He takes Himself away from my mouth and a whimper...and beg...
The vibe is taunting me...my pussy is now over sensitized....

Please Sir...P-p-please...may i please suck your cock...please....

He doesn't reply...He just puts himself closer to my lips...
almost touching my lips...
I lean forward just a bit...maybe he'll let me just one lick...

NO!

Please, Please...Please Sir...just let me lick your cock....

He smiles at me for above...holding his hard cock in one hand and cupping my chin with the other...
forever passes by....

NOW!

I go for it hungerly....Suck and lick his cock like it's the last time...And it tastes so much....SO MUCH....

He continues this torture for a few more time.
Each time the anticipation is greater.
Each time He lets me and each time He can take it away from me at any second.....

His commands...

I feel like such a pet....

The vibe...

ehi a uhm ehr.... ? 

YOU MAY !

And oh my gowd....
The orgasm is so fucking intense...

I moan and scream with Him shoved far into my throat....


And he just laughs...

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P.s : "ehi a uhm ehr.... ? "
Thats : "May I cum Sir ?" in language known as Cock-moth-deepian

Texting

 (14:25): Sir, may I please have an orgasm ?

(14:27): Yes, but you have to use the plug as well, and must update me. 

(14:29): Thank you Sir. Update you how?

(14:30): By telling me if you had or hadn't one.
If you won't have one I'll have to punish you.

(15:02): I came three times Sir.

(15:04): Wow. That's very good kitty. You'll get to suck my dick as a reward.

Ice

I don't know where to start...
So I'll just start whining now...

Vanilla is holding us hostage: No sex, verrrry little kink and definitely no D/s

He has been sick for almost two weeks now. I'm talking about sleepless nights and
a horse amount of all kind of medications.
He is doing better but still is physically weak.
Meanwhile i became the domme...it just happened.......

Now, before that was the period, and we all know what that means: two weeks of bitch fast.
During all that : EXAMS.
So that took some life force from both of us.

Today we had a fight after a "fail" play. Of Course he wasn't on his best game - he IS still recovering, but nooooooo, he thought it would be a good idea to play the role of a dominant. And you know what? This is exactly how it felt - him PLAYING a role and being truly dominant.

It was a totally stupid fight , that started by him asking me "whats wrong? "
Why does he do that?! and how the fuck he always knows?!

Things were said.....

A few hours later he spanked me until....
After about 15 minutes (i don't know actually how much time, but it felt about 15 min)
he went away for a few moments a brought some ice and rubbed it on my ass...
for a moment i thought he was doing it to soothe the pain, but then he cropped me!

It burned like hell!

Suddenly i felt the cane part of the crop (you can see it in my post first time for everything )
I shuddered and tried to wiggle myself away...he just moved it across the tortured skin. it felt very raw.
I heard him chuckle at my attempt to protest.....

Did you enjoy the ice?
Yes...But i thought you brought it to soothe my skin....

No. I knew it will hurt more when I'll use the crop.
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The thing is,  I am feeling totally UNsubmissive.
Have absolutely no idea where to start to try and patch things up... and go back
to that happy place...the D/s place...where D = Him and s = me

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Owner

It's that special time of the month..PMS is here.

When i came home He gave me a big hug and asked me how was my day.

I told him that i was bitchi to everyone around me :

Well, you can be a bitch outside the home as much as you wish, but when you come home to you owner (oh my...that word...) you better be good!

With this very firm words, he brought his neck closer to my lips...

And i instinctively licked him...

It was a much needed reminder in this vanilla period we are going through.