Saturday, May 31, 2014

First time for everything

I'm still not allowed to call him 'Sir'. 
There for, until I'l be able to do so, 
I'll reference him here as "Caleb"

Other then not allowing me to refer to him as Sir,
there were no other punishments ever.
Just disappointed looks now and then.

I asked him a few times if he is ever going to punish me.
To which he replied that he wasn't comfortable punishing me.

Well, I guess this morning he finally felt comfortable enough.
He told me something, and in return I nodded instead
of saying "Yes Caleb"....

Then he very calmly said : You do realize that I need to punish you right now, don't you?
Needles to say it was a rhetorical question, to which of course I replied "Yes Caleb".

He ordered me to stand on my hands and knees on the bed, and then went away to the
other room to bring the crop.

Now instead of cropping my ass he gave me a caning.
It hurt and burn like hell...
And I tried my best NOT to enjoy it.

This is the implement that has left beautiful markings

Thursday, May 29, 2014

A new rule

Before we got in to the D/s dynamic I didn't used to care
about whatever I was wearing around the house.
As long as it was clean and cute.

Now, I wear empire waisted dresses at knee high or short tunics.

So last week, due to some circumstances
I went commando for a few days.

This inspired a new rule:
Panties off when at home and if outside together.
When He comes home I am to provide proof
of obedience.


Friday, May 23, 2014

Learning Patience part II

You can read about part I here : Learning Patience

It has been a month since things fell apart.
You see, what happened was brought by a big deal of miscommunication. And we are both at fault.

He is not a man who is big on sharing whatever goes inside his mind.
I'm on the other hand, have no fucking problem expressing ( see also: shouting, screaming, yelling) whatever bothers me. And i dont release control that easily. Although i thought i did.

What happened was kinda a blessing in disguise:
The cards fell open on the table.
We learned where each of us stood.
What were the expectations for the futer.

Now, He feels more comfortable with dominating me ( even gets creative, which melts me away)
I feel more submisive which i think is directly linked to him opening up. There for i can trust him know what i mean ?

I don't have the earge to demand dominance...because now i know that he does and he will.

I just need to learn to be even more patient and less demanding.
To learn to release.

When HE DECIDES that i deserve of his dominance it feels so climatic, exiting, magical, erotic, demanding, powerful, overpowering...........(Just got horny writing this)

He said: I never stopped and never will stop bein your Dominant!

Friday, May 9, 2014

Good morning

Come on. Get up!

Can I feel your hand on my ass first ?
(and i turned on my said offering my ass to him)

He smiled...that wicked know...


It has been to long seance i had a good naturally i was excited!

S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k ....

Good morning (my name)!

Good morning...
i manage to moan back....

S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k S-m-a-c-k ....

Good morning (my name)!

Good.... morning....

He turnes me on my back, grabs my ankles and hold my legs high.

S-m-a-c-k Good S-m-a-c-k Morning S-m-a-c-k ...

Then he releases my ankles. Opens my legs and takes out his cock.

(What ?! Im still having my period....!)

Please don't take my panties off...(i plead)

Stop topping from the bottom! I know you are on your period!

Starts to spank my pussy with his.... HARD  COCK
Proceeds spanking my ass with his other hand.....

It was SO erotic!!!

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

The Liebster Award

Thanks to two lovely ladies: The lovely Fiona and The lovely Pearl Necklace, I've been nominated for the 
Liebster Award!

Here are the rules: 
1. Thank the person who nominated you and post a link to their blog on your blog.

2. Display the award on your blog-- by including it in your post and / or displaying it using a "widget" or "gadget".
3. Answer 11 questions about yourself which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.
4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.
5. Nominate 5-11 blogs you feel deserve this award, who have less than 1000 followers. (Note that you can ask the blog owner this since not all blogs display the widget that lets readers know this information.
6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer.
7. List these rules on your post. Once you have written and published it, you then have to.
8. Inform people/blogs that you nominated that they have been nominated for the Liebster Award and provide a link for them to your post so they can learn about it (they might not have heard of it!)

Answers to the questions Pearl asked:
1. Where were you the first time you and your Husband/Wife kissed?
I came down the stears to meat his and he just grabbed me 

2. What does your Husband/Wife do first when waking up (if you're not sure...ask!!)?
Putting on his t-shirt and shorts... (I asked  :)  ) 

3. Favorite place to touch your Husband/Wife?
Hmmm....I just LOVE the feel of the strong lines of his face 

4. The last place you touched your Husband/Wife?
When there is no time even for a hug we hold hands

5. Campfire or fireplace?
I would say fireplace...Its so intimate and romantic

6. Biggest sex blooper you and your Husband/Wife have had?
As we were going at it missionary style, our foreheads met with full force...ouch just thinking about it. 

7. Favorite sexy toy?
only ONE?!....

8. Do you worry (what worries you) about those around you knowing about your relationship dynamic?
Yes and no

9. One hidden talent?
I am VERY good at anything creative

10. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?
Physically: my nose
Personally:Learn to receive life as it comes

11. One sex related item you would NOT want to live without? (Besides your partner)
The magic wand of course 

Answers to the questions Fiona asked:  
1. What's you'r favorite erotic book?
The only erotic book i have ever read is 50, 50 shades 

2. Does anyone in vanilla life know about your kink?
Yes. Two people.

3. What's your favorite sex toy?
Can't chose just one. They all have their purpose

4. What's your favorite color?
I don't have one favorite color, but I love the combination with black and purple. I think its very sensual

5. Do you prefer cold weather or hot weather?
I prefer a colder weather and the variety of cloth and accessories that come with

6. What piece of furniture in your house do you love the most?
The BED. Growing up i have never had a normal child's room and later slept in the leaving room for a couple of years. So having a bed is a treat for me.

7. What's your favorite movie?
Inception comes to mind

8. Has anyone other than your significant other ever spanked you?

9. Do you consider yourself handy?
I do! 

10. What would be your family and friends reaction to finding out you're kinky?
If talking only about the dynamic: Knowing me. my friend and family would probably say 
"Finally! A man that can make her shut-up!"

11. What's your favorite pair of shoes?
There isn't one pair but i LOVE boots.

11 random facts about me:
1. Long dark brown hair which my husband loves to pet and play with. And of course It comes handy in TTWD  
2. Was born in a different country 
3. LOVE vanilla ice-cream
4. HATE mathematics 
5. Don't have a drivers license 
6. If i see you biting your nails your probably will get a s-m-a-c-k on your hand.No matter how old you are!
7. I get infuriated with people who chew with their mouths open 
8. Really good at arts and crafts
9. I have a VERY large collection of nail polish
10. Since we entered the dynamic, I feel like I must ask to masturbate although he never told me to do so.
11. I don't drink alcohol for health reasons

And now for The Nominees...
I haven't been following the blog land long enough but the bloggers that
I was lucky enough to encounter, introduced me to the richness of the beautiful world of  D/s :

Here are my questions for the nominees :
1.Is there a kind of a sexy clothing you prefer?
2.Do you have any tattoos?
3.Do you prefer cats or dogs?
4.Is it your first kinky dynamic relationship?
5.What inspires you to blog?
6.Are there any toys you would like to try that you haven't yet?
7.Do you have any rules in your dynamic?
9.What is the most sexy thing your significant other said to you lately?
10.How did your dynamic changed your life for the better?
11.What kind of music do you like?

Thank you girls for including me in this!