You can read about part I here : Learning Patience
It has been a month since things fell apart.
You see, what happened was brought by a big deal of miscommunication. And we are both at fault.
He is not a man who is big on sharing whatever goes inside his mind.
I'm on the other hand, have no fucking problem expressing ( see also: shouting, screaming, yelling) whatever bothers me. And i dont release control that easily. Although i thought i did.
What happened was kinda a blessing in disguise:
The cards fell open on the table.
We learned where each of us stood.
What were the expectations for the futer.
Now, He feels more comfortable with dominating me ( even gets creative, which melts me away)
I feel more submisive which i think is directly linked to him opening up. There for i can trust him more...you know what i mean ?
I don't have the earge to demand dominance...because now i know that he does and he will.
I just need to learn to be even more patient and less demanding.
To learn to release.
When HE DECIDES that i deserve of his dominance it feels so climatic, exiting, magical, erotic, demanding, powerful, overpowering...........(Just got horny writing this)
He said: I never stopped and never will stop bein your Dominant!