Q&A

So I hear that March is traditionally a month of q&a . You ask I/We answer. Therefore don't be shy and feel free to ask anything and everything (non-outing of course) .

Looking forward for your Q's!

P.s : This Is my first time so please be gentle  ;)

Playing a cello

I have a request for you: Before you continue reading, play THIS in the background. 

Sir recently added this to our play-playlist and it was playing on that evening...

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We have this mobile massage seat, which on this particular night was settled on the big and comfy armchair in the living room.

Sir have been having some problem with his back, so he was sitting in the armchair with the massage seat on.

Do you know what will make this even better?
He asked me the low bass voice of his...the voice that i fell in love with the first time we ever spoke on the phone. (To this day, just thinking of his voice makes me wet)

What?...
He wasn't feeling well, there for the thought of anything of a asexual nature happening that evening didn't cross my mind.   

...If you'll bring a pillow to kneel in front of me. That way, I could enjoy the massage as you suck my cock.

He was speaking with a wicked smile...which of course made me all excited and i almost sprinted from the sofa.
As I was about to I leave the living room area, I heard:

Oh! And bring the crop with you.

I presented him with the crop and knelled ( wearing a low cut, black dress )

He ordered me to remove my bra without removing the dress... (you all know the trick ladies)

Then, He lowered my cleavage even more than it already was and placed the cloth under my breasts, totally exposing them.

He started by pinching, pulling and squeezing my nipples...all the long having a grin on his face...
or should I say a satisfied smug, watching me moan and squirm and dig my fingernails in to the arm rests of the chair...

Then came a swat...

It fucking it stung SO good!

I was already soaked...

I wanted IT
I needed IT
I NEEDED to feel the pain

Another on the right nipple... He goes again... and again... and again...

Now, he switched to the left one. He repeats this nipple swatting rhythm again and again,

He pulled me snug against him. Pulled up my dress and lowered the tights and panties.

I was still kneeling as He pushed my torso over his right knee. Almost like a cello placed between his legs and the crop as his bow. 

This way he could have a better access to my bare ass and beat  play me with a greater precision...

He went for the same spot over and over again...

As I was screaming, moaning, panting...trying to squirm away from his vicious attack but yet afraid he is going to stop...

He pulled me up...Now i was back kneeling before him. Face to face.

Now you can suck my cock!

I was already so hungry for HIM.

I pushed Him as far as i could down my throat... the taste, the smell...

My head was spinning...

I sucked the best i know how...

He was siting comfortably in the chair...with one hand he was swatting my ass with the bow crop, with the other he was softly petting my hair as my had went up and down his shaft...

I was lost in this pain-pleasure feeling...flying,,,, pushing His hard big cock down my throat...gagging each time as i pushed further and further... (he enjoys watching me gag.. )

My pussy was wet and needy...

Out of nowhere ... 
Stop. 

I reluctantly did ( was i pouting ? maybe... ).

He pushed me back. 

Open your mouth.

Now, hold this.

He has placed the crops between my teeth, stood up and disappeared for a few moments.

When he reappeared in front of me he said: 

Now you can take off my shoes. 

With the crop still firmly settled between my teeth, My breathing rapid from the excitement and need, I removed his shoes.

He took the crop back in his hand.

Go fetch your wand!

Back in kneeling position. With the wand pressed against my oh so wet pussy...i turned in on....

And oh my....................

I dove back between his legs...sucking his delicious cock...the vibe was buzzing burred between my thighs...

I could feel the waves getting closer...

I am trained to ask for permission (when i can...sometimes its just happens...and sometimes i get punished because it "just happened"  )

May i cum Sir?

(You can just go and imagine how it sounded like with a mouth full of cock)

Yes, you may!

And I came so hard....gagging...but i didn't  care anymore...i couldn't remove his cock from my throat...i NEEDED it to be even deeper...i got even more greedy...

And then a second wave hits...
i produced a muffled scream...moaning...dancing with the vibe torture...

I'm cumming....  

I was so ready to drink Him.

He poured himself into my mouth and I drank, and swallowed, and milked him for more until there was no more and He told me to stop.

Driving me wild

He does this new thing that absolutely drives me wild
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I am kneeling on the bed. Knees spread widely apart.
He turns on the hitachi and puts it between my legs.
The position i am in makes my pussy push against the purring vibe.

It feels amazing. And i am already soaking wet.

I am moanin...squealing....whimpering...

He just smiles at me while taking his close off.

It feels like forever until He gets in front of me,
His hard cock so close to my lips...

(Its the most beautiful site : Your Dominants hard cock so close to you face... at tongue reach...
Don't you think ?)

I can feel  His heat...i can smell Him...

My mouth is watering...my pussy is throbbing...I am kind of dancing
on the hitachi...

He shoves himself deep into my mouth...and i just go for it....
My moans are now muffled...

(Did I mention how much i LOVE having Him as deep as posible in my throat ?
Its a bit embarrassing to confess...but i love almost choking by his cock...and He loves to watch me struggle...)

His command registers from far away......

STOP ! 
RELEASE! 

But..but..but... its so fucking hard to stop...

I don't want to...!!!!!
(I don't say this of course)

He takes Himself away from my mouth and a whimper...and beg...
The vibe is taunting me...my pussy is now over sensitized....

Please Sir...P-p-please...may i please suck your cock...please....

He doesn't reply...He just puts himself closer to my lips...
almost touching my lips...
I lean forward just a bit...maybe he'll let me just one lick...

NO!

Please, Please...Please Sir...just let me lick your cock....

He smiles at me for above...holding his hard cock in one hand and cupping my chin with the other...
forever passes by....

NOW!

I go for it hungerly....Suck and lick his cock like it's the last time...And it tastes so much....SO MUCH....

He continues this torture for a few more time.
Each time the anticipation is greater.
Each time He lets me and each time He can take it away from me at any second.....

His commands...

I feel like such a pet....

The vibe...

ehi a uhm ehr.... ? 

YOU MAY !

And oh my gowd....
The orgasm is so fucking intense...

I moan and scream with Him shoved far into my throat....


And he just laughs...

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P.s : "ehi a uhm ehr.... ? "
Thats : "May I cum Sir ?" in language known as Cock-moth-deepian

Texting

 (14:25): Sir, may I please have an orgasm ?

(14:27): Yes, but you have to use the plug as well, and must update me. 

(14:29): Thank you Sir. Update you how?

(14:30): By telling me if you had or hadn't one.
If you won't have one I'll have to punish you.

(15:02): I came three times Sir.

(15:04): Wow. That's very good kitty. You'll get to suck my dick as a reward.

First time for everything

I'm still not allowed to call him 'Sir'. 
There for, until I'l be able to do so, 
I'll reference him here as "Caleb"
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Other then not allowing me to refer to him as Sir,
there were no other punishments ever.
Just disappointed looks now and then.

I asked him a few times if he is ever going to punish me.
To which he replied that he wasn't comfortable punishing me.

Well, I guess this morning he finally felt comfortable enough.
He told me something, and in return I nodded instead
of saying "Yes Caleb"....

Then he very calmly said : You do realize that I need to punish you right now, don't you?
Needles to say it was a rhetorical question, to which of course I replied "Yes Caleb".

He ordered me to stand on my hands and knees on the bed, and then went away to the
other room to bring the crop.

Now instead of cropping my ass he gave me a caning.
It hurt and burn like hell...
And I tried my best NOT to enjoy it.
 

This is the implement that has left beautiful markings

A dirty shower

Finally, after a long week, we had some time to spend with eachother....

Sir joined me in the shower. We spend a long time just
Kissing and caressing eachother.

Sir made me kneel under the water stream 
And pushed his already hard cock deep
In to my mouth throat....
(oh how i love when he does this)

He repeated this shoving motion...
Each time going
Deeper and deeper...I started to gag....
(Sir enjoys watching me gag and choke when he 
Makes me go deepthroat)...

Still holding him inside my mouth,
As Sir started to masturbate....

Soon i felt my mouth being filled with
His hot delicious cum....

Missing my Sir

For the past week Sir and I have barely seen each other...
Although we slept in the same bed, we saw each other maybe two
hours, tops.

The weekend is here. The only time we have to look forward
for being in each othes presence.....and guess what ?
We are having family spending the night....sigh....

I miss his touch, the spanking, His dominance, I crave for a taste of him....I miss ttwd...

My mouth waters just from imagining his perfect cock close to my lips....

The other day i was folding his tshirt, and i missed him so....i inhaled his smell....

Oh how I LOVE Sirs smell. Its absolutely devine!

Hopefully we‘ll have some time soon to submerge in the beautiful world of ttwd....

Explode

As soon as I opened the shower door,

Sir came up to me, wearing his black jeans and a black t-shirt.

He put his hand gently but meaningfully on the small of my neck and steered 

me to the bedroom, where he got rid of my pink robe and bent me over the bed.

My ass presented to him, he pushed my legs apart and I could feel his hand sliding

over my freshly-shaved-for HIM- pussy...massaging and playing with me to the point

i felt i couldn't take one more second without a release... 

I could hear...yes, HEAR him smile as i was moaning... squeaking....wiggling....

whimpering.....begging of him to let me go.....

Suddenly I feel the swap of his free hand and the stinging burn on my ass...

Then another one...and other one....and...I don't know how many...i just disappeared

in to the world of bliss and sweet pain...

I was dripping wet....still whimpering....

Then he just stopped!...

"Get on the bed"

 I do as I'm told 

He puts his hand on my back and pushes me shoulders down on the bed

and makes sure my knees are apart as far as possible.

He hands me the "magic wand" between my legs, from behind...and sits on bed

next to me watching me....from behind...

"Cum for me"

I press the wand to my clit...I can feel how dripping wet I am....

He puts just one finger inside me and....

I explode... 

  

Here goes nothing...

Never in a million years I would have thought to start a blog. let alone one about my personal life. Although I'm an outgoing person, I would never share my personal life with others. Not even a best friend. That was before D/s. 
Now how can I tell someone that I LOVE being submitted to my Husband?
LOVE to be sexually objectified by Him? LOVE being spanked to a point of total bliss?
HOW?! :) 
Okay, I CAN tell....but.... How objective will their reaction be? Or what happens if I'll need an advice or a second opinion or support ?

Now, as we are discovering the magic that is D/s and BDSM, I find myself in need to share converce and maybe even to have an open discussion about TTWD. 


What finally tipped the scale and catalyzed the decision of starting my own blog, happened a few days ago when i posted a comment on a new post by Fiona on her own blog.I didn't realize when i started typing, but before i was done, tears were streaming down my face. It was cathartic.  

So many amazing bloggers, such as Fiona, Sir J (that sadly closed his profile :(  )
and Pearl Necklace (that I've discovered only recently) and many more, that contributes to Sir's and my life by sharing their life.
We are both thankful to all of you!

Please feel Free to comment anywhere, everywhere and anytime on my blog. 
I would really appreciate it. 

So... WELCUOME!   ;)